I, Me & Myself

I have been walking, by the street.
I see a old man, full of anger and creed.

I asked, what happened, what have you found,
He says little confusions and many wounds.

I was a king of my life, I did whatever I could,
Somehow I missed what I should.

I played with friends, cheated my nearest,
I used my body as the cleverest.

Today my life boomeranged, see my wounds,
My real own are deaf to my sounds.

I have always taken the path which was shortest,
My appetite overcame and I never did protest.

Today again I am back to the same crossroad,
But I can’t decide, I will walk again with my broken sword.

Listen to my advices, I am an old man,
Forty years back the situation was same.

I couldn’t realize I was different from my body,
I used to hear myself but did what was shoddy.

You are more than what you can see in mirror,
More than what you think, more than just pioneer.

Choose the toughest path, have some faith,
You will realize you are free of any wrath.

Same crossroads will come to your life again and again,
But trust me you will know which one to be taken.

The old man left, I though I met my own clone,
Was it me forty years down, creeping alone.

Moving ahead, again I see the road and the streets,
But now I know which one to be left and which one to greet.

New Beginning !!

you failed... yes today you failed...

close our mind and see inside..

what is there so long to hide..

you can't stop that light...

I knw you are a gem like bright...

This is just life's small part..

and can't throw u into parts..

this is time to remember the steel..

which is lying inside u to kill...

kill the cry and the pride..

only remember the moments u hav tried..

Circumtances can't make u kneel..

rather they will forge u Steel...

you are going to be the best..

this is just a small test..

wipe the tears and burn the fears..

make the face that says Cheers..

this moment is a moment to decide..

whether you face it or run to hide..

remember the god and your parents..

watchin n wating u to happen..

you can do it I believe..

you can't quit and cannot leave..

decide to stand up and start fighting..

believe in yourself and start a new Beginning..

Happy New Year!!

Lots of dolls n lots of chocolates
lots of smile n lots of accolades
lots of honey n lots of money
lots of shower and lots of flower
lots of cars n lots of powers

lots of food n lots of cooks
lots of bike n lots of gasoline
lots of calls n lots of balance

lots of love and lots of dove
lots of letter n lots of emotions
lots of music n lots of movies
lots of life n lots of games
lots of lots n lots of lots..
wishing u a year full of happiness and success..

"Thanks a lot"

Thanks for coming to meet me when
you didn't have time

Thanks for sitting with me when
you were not understanding me

Thanks for listening my thoughts
when I was silent.

Thanks for talking to me when
you didn't have anything to say

Thanks for the smiles when
you didn't understand my jokes

Thanks for sharing your problems when
you didn't need my help

Thanks for walking down with me when
you couldn't bear your sleep

Thanks for saying the good words when
you couldn't help me

Thanks for the each tiny rebuke and big scoldings
Thanks for the everything thanks for the everything.

Two Steps Behind

love is a feeling deep inside
a feel of myself and my pride
an undefined circle
& I keep moving along its side

Love is a selfless joy ride
but a little selfish somewhere inside
I say its fun its happiness
but it is the biggest pain I try to hide

I say I understand you
know you.....
but tell me why ?
when I stand in your shoes
I find myself equally confused

Love is patient and calm
but I was the most impatient
in the last seconds
before each time we met

Love is pure and clean
But sometimes so blind
can't see anything else
having your image
in my heart and my mind

Love is the purest gift I ever had
you didn't change me
brought outside the person inside
made me think what am I
I am with you when you are with me
and when away....................
I am just two steps behind

A dream!!!

your have brought a GOAL in my life,
huge tension and thousands smile.
I love when your eyes stare,
and the way you care.

one day I saw a sweet dream,
a sea shore and we sharing a single Ice Cream.
When it was over, we saw the sun set
bringing sunrise to my unworthy Fate.

After a while we were below the stars
No one else around no rules no bars.
then the pretty moon smiled,
as if saying to me '[;)]' my dear child.

in a minute the dark night was over
The brightest of all nights in my life.
I didn't speak a single word nor did she.
her silence told everything to me.
I dont care now about the world and the time
as far as i am yours and you are mine!!!

kuchh aisa ho!!!

saare jahaan mein apni bhi ek misaal ho..
is badi duniya mein kahin mera bhi ek aasmaan ho..
jo log aaj mujhpe hansa karte hain
unki nazrein bhi khuda kare sharmshaar ho!!

sabki mushkurahat sabka pyar banu
kuchh apni bhi aisi pehchaan ho
hum chale to zamana thame
kuchh apni bhi aisi shaan ho !!!


Apni zindagi Apni duniya Apna ghar ho
aur usme rahne wale ko hum par fakra ho
Raat sulaya kare humein lori gaakar
har din meri ek nayi shuruaat ho!!
har din meri ek nayi shuruaat ho!!

60 Years To Spend

I put my hands in my pocket,60 years to spend
I went to the first shop,sleep was being sold
essential for health ,with a discount,take 20 years
and sleep for 10 years free ,I took 20 and left
Next a simple hut,with an old man sitting
why here is no crowd i asked ,Because these are very costly
i sell happiness ,i gave him 25 years and bought some of it
I went out of the store ,you have to pay the taxes
5 years for hard work ,and 5 years of pleasure
A big, beautiful ,Skytouching store
selling pleasure very cheap ,just for 2 years get infinite
i gave 2 , became ecstatic ,put my hands in the bag
some one stole my happiness ,and 5 more years
Cursed myself and left ,paid the tax and left
3 years are left ,In my pocket
oh... I dont have now enough ,went to the next store
No one is there ,No sales person
very less crowd ,A store of knowledge
Free for all ,Give your 3 years
and you will get it for life time
i spend my all what i had ,stepped out of the shop
what is this, My eyes changed ,where i lost my 7 years
the house of pleasure ,was just a dream
and sleep was just not enough for health
I couldn't see determination store
nor the confidence store ,standing just behind it
Why did i spent my beautiful years ,for the CHEAP
I cried, was about to leave the arena,no penny in hand
Bag of incomplete dreams ,You have to pay taxes for
children and wife ,But I have nothing ...
then we will charge you with ,
5 years ill health, 5 years of lonliness in your old age
I was charged....
when everything ended i came out of the gate
an old man with light in his hand
Son you always went for comfort
blindness of pleasure and sleep
you cudn't see the free store of love and help
with which everything was free
health, happiness,good sleep everything
Sorry Father i couldn't make it
Dont regret son look behind
and I saw a thousand man were standing behind
and thousands were about to come out of the gate
Son Initially I used to live in the arena
No one was listening , so i am here now
Waiting for your money to get exhausted................
But You can't do any thing now...
I can't give you back your time....

Not Enough !!!

This is one of the poem i wrote last year.The poem is all about the experiences i had in my life....go on ...

when i was a child
to bring down the toys kept above
standing on toes
tried too hard
and i fell, realised
this much effort is not enough
father came saw me crying
wounded knees,wet nose
saw i broke few of them
he put me in his lap
and put them far away from my reach
saying this much height is not enough
i grew old one day
heared pleading of an old man
while going to school
how helpless he is
tried to go and help him
i saw towards my watch
i was getting late for the school
just ran away
this much gut is not enough
time went on
second position in the class
made me to suspect
on my caliber
first time i realised
this much work is not enough
i went on went on
never looked back
no dawn no sunset
same for me
every time is for work
and i woke up when i realised
when i topped
should i stop??
this much success is not enough
every up and down of my life
made me think
to stay boldly,to continue
never give up
whatever be the case
hard work and determination
when come together
act like an alchemist
whenever i fell
i looked above to the peak
and thought this much travel is not enough
when i rose a little
smiled,never looked back
to look back i have to stop
stopping is death,so didn't
i am going on
moving faster and faster
till the time i won't realise
this much "I" is not enough

The Stars

A small child on a street
Looking upwards for hours
Mom they are so beautiful
On a Clear sky
Natural Toys to play
But why can't i touch them
A Boy on a street
Looking upwards for hours
But the sky is no more clear
Exams, Scolding, Home work
Searching his childhood companion
searching the stars
A college guy on a street
Looking upwards through his drink
Arrogance Ego Expectations
I can get any thing i want
I have prisoned you in my drink
look stars i am drinking you
A Graduate on a street
Looking downwards for hours
in the water again the same stars
Losing his tie and throwing his coat
She doesn't love me
I have lost what i never had
Please give me some company
Oh my dear Stars.
A man on a street
Looking at the stars for a moment
Have so many incomplete works
Help me in making 'her' happy
And give company to my son
As you gave me
Sorry i don't get time often
O! my Dear Stars
An Old man on a street
Looking at the stars never ends
Death denies to take him along
Looking at the sky is no more fun
Waiting for the angel
Please come from these tiny lights
and take me away
Stars, always the same
We change but you never
you are so great
even fall to make our wishes true
and he says truly
your star was always shining
You never dare to look at it

Monsoon Wedding !!!

This is a story of a boy who has loved someone like anything but he founds that the girl doesn't like him. Which resulted in thinking that he has many drawbacks and he has to overcome those to come closer to her. So he sits one night thinking how he can does so and makes an optimistic plan for the White Fairy.

waiting for the dawn
remember to breathe when everything gone.
tried to change the MY world
expected from you "impossible WORD"
loved what i hate
said what i regret
respected whom i dont know
wandering in search of WHITE snow
let me build my fort
for all your comfort
let me rise where you are
and win my eternal war
let me make myself "respected"
and do what YOU expected
then i will take you to the moon
and ask "will you marry me in the coming monsoon? "